"When I grow up, I want to be a
My name is Mattie Joseph Thaddeus
Stepanek (my real name is Matthew, but I like Mattie). I am almost 11
years old, and I home school doing a high school curriculum. I began
writing when I was about 3 years old, and now have a collection that
contains thousands of poems, dozens of essays and short stories, and many
illustrations. I have even bound some of my books at home, and a bound
anthology of my writing was presented to the Library of Congress during
the Fall of 2000. I have also won many awards for my writing, including
the Melinda A. Lawrence International Book Award in 1999 for 'most
Mattie dressed as a biker on
his tricked-out wheelchair for Halloween.
I have a rare form of muscular
dystrophy called mitochondrial myopathy, and I also have something called
dysautonomia. That means that my 'automatic' systems, like breathing,
heart rate, body temperature, oxygenation, digestion, and things like that
don't always work well on their own.
So, I use extra oxygen all the time,
and when I am tired or sleeping I use a ventilator that breathes for me
and some other machines, too. I also use a power wheelchair much of the
time to save energy and move my medical equipment around. My two brothers
and one sister died during childhood from the same thing I have, and my
mother uses a power wheelchair all the time because she has the adult form
of this disability.
Mattie showing his book at the
Library of Congress in Washington, D.C.
I love to read, write, and do
public speaking at conferences and seminars. This year I was chosen to be
the Maryland State Goodwill Ambassador for the Muscular Dystrophy
Association. I get to participate in many fundraising events that will
help find a cure for neuromuscular diseases, and support children and
families in celebrating life during the time before a cure is found. I
also enjoy playing with Legos, drawing, Pokemon, and studying about famous
people and the Martial Arts (I have earned a 1st Degree Black Belt in a
Korean art similar to Tae Kwon Do).
When I grow up, I want to be a
peacemaker. My biggest role model for this is Jimmy
Carter, who has been a wonderful peanut farmer, politician, and
peacemaker... I call him the 'perfect hero.' I would like to work as a
mediator, and share my poetry, essays, and philosophy with others so that
they may be inspired to work with other people, too. I want people to know
that in every life, there are storms. But we must remember to play after
every storm and to celebrate the gift of life as we have it, or else life
becomes a task, rather than a gift. We must always listen to the song in
our heart, and share that song with others.
Mattie at the MDA camp
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||On Growing Up
We are growing up
We are many colors of skin
We are many languages
We are many ages and sizes.
We are many countries...
But we are one with the earth.
We each have one heart.
We each have one life
We are growing up, together,
So we must live as one family.
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|The Language of God
Do you know what
Language God speaks?
God speaks Every-Language.
That's because God made
Everyone and Gave
Everyone different Languages.
And God understands all of them.
And do you know what is God's
God's favorite language is
Not grown-ups's language,
But the Language of Children.
That's because children
Are special to God.
Children know how to share,
And they never lose
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Growing Up (Part 3)
I'm not so sure about growing up.
I know that I want to grow up.
But I always thought I wanted to
Be a doctor, a priest, a Grandmaster
In Hapkido, and a daddy.
Well I'm not so sure I will be a doctor.
I wanted to be a doctor because
I love Dr. Terry Flotte, and because
I want to fix mommy and me, and
I wanted to bring back Jamie
And Katie and Stevie back
Because even though
Heaven is a Wonderful place,
Heaven is a place a Forever place.
So I've decided that I want to be
A writer instead of a doctor.
I like words.
I like reading.
I like writing.
I like making up stories.
I like making up poems. Mommy is a writer.
I like being like mommy, too.
I can still do important things
Even if I'm not a doctor.
I can write about peace and love
Like Martin Luther King Jr. and Jesus.
I can write about adventures
Like Robert Loius Stevenson and
Like Mary Pope Osborne and
Like the one who did Star Wars.
I can write and tell about fantasy
And about funny things and lots and
Lots of things that teach people
All kinds of stuff.
That's why I've decided that
I should be a writer when I grow up.
Oh, and I will still be a priest,
And a Hapkido Grandmaster,
And a daddy, too.
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My stuffed animals and babies
Don't like the big yellow monster.
They don't like the big yellow monster
That swallows Mattie up every morning,
And then takes him away for so many hours
And then brings him back home
And then spits him out "p-tooey,"
Right where it ate him in the first place.
Even when Mattie tells them,
"It's only a school bus, little guys,
I can handle it, don't worry!"
They still don't like it at all.
But now, there are only
Seventeen days left for that
Big yellow monster to swallow me
And chew me and spit me out "p-tooey..."
Because summer vacation is
Just around the corner
Where the school bus never comes.
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On Being a Champion
A Champion is a winner,
Someone who never gives up
Even when the going gets rough.
A champion is a member of
A winning team...
Someone who overcomes challenges
Even when it requires creative solutions.
A champion is an optimist,
A hopeful spirit...
Someone who plays the game,
Even when the game is called life.
There can be a champion in each of us,
If we live as a winner,
If we live as a member of the team,
If we live with a hopeful spirit,
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spiritual and uplifting new collection of poems, from the New York Times
bestselling poet and peacemaker Mattie J.T. Stepanek. Mattie J.T. Stepanek is an
award-winning poet whose struggle with a rare form of muscular dystrophy has
touched the lives of people nationwide. Celebrate Through Heartsongs, his fourth
inspiring collection of poetry, features works written between the ages of three
and eleven, and continues to spread Mattie's message of universal hope, peace,
courage, and love. Fully illustrated by the poet, the collection will appeal to
people of all ages, religions, and beliefs.
For Mattie's earlier poems see: